If I could fall into the sky

If I could fall into the sky do you think time would pass me by? I could just float in limbo. Never aging. Never thinking. Just drifting in endless inky black space. No sounds. Nothing to penetrate the never-ending sameness of the darkness except the distant glow of stars. Maybe then I'd happier? After all, having no expectations will mean no disappointments won't it? Am I crazy? Or enlightened?